
看著照片 似乎才開始kick in the feeling 愛哭的我 昨天竟然沒掉淚 只是呆住了 (嘟嘟 真的不是你做的不好 真的是我自己呆掉了) 雖然結婚是一直在討論的事情 藏不住秘密的嘟嘟 連跑去看戒子也告訴我 可是後來發現 原來後來他還是偷偷藏了很多秘密 大家都沒有破他的梗

"You never change, You are the God You say You are
When I'm afraid You calm and still my beating heart
You stay the same, when hope is just a distant thought
You take my pain and You lead me to the cross
What love is this, that You gave Your life for me
Two years past, thanks Jesus in His grace I finally made it. I'd never thought I will come to America and study here. But God is an amazing God. He made a perfect plan for me. Guided me. Opened the door for me. And Blessed me.
Because He brought me here, I got a chance to study in my dreamed school- UCLA. Opened my eyes to see things in different ways I would never seen. Met a lot of excellent practitioners and current/future leaders in the nursing field. Most importantly, I was drawn back to His love and rebuilt my relationship with Jesus.
Thank you Jesus for giving me uncountable blessing and doing amazing things in my life.

之前看到ptt優秀學姐們的錄取分享時,已經申請上學校了。
當下看到有一種相見恨晚的感覺。
因為如果早一點點看到學姐們的分享文,當我碰到問題時,可能會feel better,至少知道學姐們也是這樣走過來。
後來沒寫,實在是因為自己跟學姐們比起來,我好像小巫見大巫,到現在回想起來,我申請到學校中間真的是充滿神的恩典跟奇蹟阿
最近文郁跟阿貝也開始走向這條不歸路...喔 不對是光明大道
LongD LongD 早在濮先生收到acceptance時 就不時的在我耳邊聽別人講起
大家說我一定會不習慣 會傷心 當下聽了也沒多大的感覺
八月初 濮先生走了 去一個聽說很像台北天氣的地方
oregon 到底實際離 LA有多遠 我也不曉得
只知道在seattle的南邊 加州的北邊

白北鼻那天說我很久沒寫網誌了
真的 距離上一次 竟然已經三個月了
這三個月 我很好 也很不好
人生進入下一個階段 新的環境 新的事物 新的挑戰
算一算 在UC的第三個course竟然已經要結束了
我開始明白要先放手 才摸得到天空
人的盡頭往往是神的起頭
你沒答應過是我自己太衝動 沒發現你的感覺已不同
你沒有變 是我自己分不清界線 忘了要多給你一些空間
當淚水會成一條河 當愛失去平衡 離開會更快樂 天亮就不怕了
From the bottom of my heart, I think I need to choose LLU.
I think it's a test that God want to see if I really want to give Him 100% of mine.
when I made the decision, I began to cry...like you give your favor things to somebody..
I said to God...God if it is Your will, comfort me, let me don't feel sad but full of the joy.
The whole day, God gives me a lot of word and thoughts...
Two weeks ago, I got an acceptance from UCLA right before LLU's spring quarter began...
When 姑姑 told me the news, I was totally freak out...
I thought, is it a test or temptation for my faith to God?
It's always my prayer that I want to give my graduate school study and my dream to God..
During the process of applying LLU, I can fell God's blessing and presence.

之前朋友問我 有關在這裡研究所的申請
來這裡兩年 因為沒有請代辦 從語言學校 考試 申請學校 執照 一步步慢慢的走
我很幸運 因為有家人在這裡 所以讓我有辦法慢慢的學習
跌跌撞撞加上神滿滿的恩典 讓我走到了這裡
希望我知道的一點點 可以幫助想要來這的同學們 可以少走一點冤枉路 少花點錢
random play 真的很奇妙
iTune裡頭有近千首歌 卻讓我聽到了這一首
最近 我在向神禱告 reveal His heart and plan to me
and 在這個時候 讓我聽到了這首歌
May it be my prayer...