♬"Tina's Blog~♪"

看著照片 似乎才開始kick in the feeling
愛哭的我 昨天竟然沒掉淚 只是呆住了

   
"You never change, You are the God You say You are 
When I'm afraid You calm and still my beating heart 
You stay the same, when hope is just a distant thought 
You take my pain and You lead me to the cross 
What love is this, that You gave Your life for me 
And made a way for me to know You 
And I confess You're always enough for me 
You're all I need 
I look to You, I see the scars upon Your hands 
And hold the truth that when I can't You always can 
I'm standing here beneath the shadow of the cross,
I'm overwhelmed that I keep finding open arms 
What love is this,that You gave Your life for me
And made a way for me to know You 
And I confess, You're always enough for me 
You're all I need 
Jesus in Your suffering, You were reaching You thought of me 
Jesus in Your suffering, You were reaching You thought of me 
What love is this, that You gave Your life for me 
And made a way for me to know You 
And I confess, You're always enough for me 
You're all I need 
What love is this, that you gave your life for me
And made a way for me to know you
And I confess, You're always enough for me
Always enough for me
Always enough for me"
 
Nothing can not express enough how much I appreciate Your love and affection toward me.  I was dead but in You I am alive.  I couldn't imagine what my life would be like without You in my life.
Thank You Lord for saving me from the darkness and bring me into a blessing life.
 
1Peter 2:9  "But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light".

 
Two years past, thanks Jesus in His grace I finally made it. I'd never thought I will come to America and study here. But God is an amazing God. He made a perfect plan for me. Guided me. Opened the door for me. And Blessed me.
Because He brought me here, I got a chance to study in my dreamed school- UCLA. Opened my eyes to see things in different ways I would never seen. Met a lot of excellent practitioners and current/future leaders in the nursing field. Most importantly, I was drawn back to His love and rebuilt my relationship with Jesus.
Thank you Jesus for giving me uncountable blessing and doing amazing things in my life.

之前看到ptt優秀學姐們的錄取分享時，已經申請上學校了。
當下看到有一種相見恨晚的感覺。
因為如果早一點點看到學姐們的分享文，當我碰到問題時，可能會feel better，至少知道學姐們也是這樣走過來。
後來沒寫，實在是因為自己跟學姐們比起來，我好像小巫見大巫，到現在回想起來，我申請到學校中間真的是充滿神的恩典跟奇蹟阿

LongD LongD 早在濮先生收到acceptance時 就不時的在我耳邊聽別人講起
大家說我一定會不習慣 會傷心 當下聽了也沒多大的感覺
 
八月初 濮先生走了 去一個聽說很像台北天氣的地方

白北鼻那天說我很久沒寫網誌了
真的 距離上一次 竟然已經三個月了
這三個月 我很好 也很不好
 

我開始明白要先放手 才摸得到天空
人的盡頭往往是神的起頭

 

From the bottom of my heart, I think I need to choose LLU.
I think it's a test that God want to see if I really want to give Him 100% of mine.
when I made the decision, I began to cry...like you give your favor things to somebody..
I said to God...God if it is Your will, comfort me, let me don't feel sad but full of the joy.

Two weeks ago, I got an acceptance from UCLA right before LLU's spring quarter began...
When 姑姑 told me the news, I was totally freak out...
I thought, is it a test or temptation for my faith to God?
It's always my prayer that I want to give my graduate school study and my dream to God..

之前朋友問我 有關在這裡研究所的申請
來這裡兩年 因為沒有請代辦 從語言學校 考試 申請學校 執照 一步步慢慢的走 
我很幸運 因為有家人在這裡 所以讓我有辦法慢慢的學習
跌跌撞撞加上神滿滿的恩典 讓我走到了這裡